Forever Is Over

There where those times when i used to only think about you,

  Smile when i heard your name,

      See you and remember the image you stuck in my head,

             That one smile from the first day we met. 

                 Think only about you, as you let me beilive there would be more then this,

                      Or i just had hope for us to be.......

But now that you changed makes me laugh, you knew and you didn't care or say anything in return. How dose this effect me in anyway? I don't know but I just think its funny. The way we used to talk and now I cant even look at you if I do see you, trust me it wont be the same eyes anymore. I'm just not the same. I cant even look at the sky without it reminding me off you : / Gosh how I ask myself why did I fall for you and why didn't i listen to my head? when i knew things like this would change, but I never saw this one coming, lately things have been creeping me out and I never thought of you until now, tears? thank god I never had any cause of you. broken heart? you never did it I did because may I say this I don't believe in love but yes I do think I had more then a crush on you. But HONEY, things have changed we may not look at each other the same way, never talk any more. Wow and thinking of this  why did I like you? I feel like I hardly know you anymore or did I never know you in between the lines anyway. For this I'm thankful for what I have and what I have lost and things will never be the same trust me ;) 

Lost: Anything I ever had for you and any hope for you.

Got: My friends and respect for myself, easier said then done. ^_^

Anyway I'm thankful, for what you put me though, and what I have gained.

Shoting Arrows ---->

Having a lovey dream, then i hear my phone ringing who in the world calls me at 8.30am (i think) on a Saturday morning ?!?!?!?! just to find out it was my best friend Kat, XD asking if i was ready to go to archery ?... I am soo...................

               Its worth getting up, thinking and then doing it. 

                                                    I ended up having a fab time and learned a few things laughed my head off XD. Met new people. Talked to those who i never knew, meeting new people is an amazing thing to do and im happy that i met people like Kat,Jack, TOBYYYYY <amazing name!!!! and Alex and the one who IS going to eat me and is most posh. (love him really) the one and only William XD (happy birthday dude)

                      and Alex i can tell you will rule the world one day. one day... and that day will not come XDDD swooiiii ( but you didn't give me a hug X_X) and Andrew who i still didn't talk to :S

                                           

                                     I am a freak but people love me for me and who i am 

                                                                      i am not going to change for anyone ... 

                                                                                     For better or worse.

                                            I like who i am and that's all that matters.

                      Until the end of time. 

        Respect the ones around you and they will do the same 

   Don't point out flaws, 

Think about whats best  <3 

                    AND...........

                                  all i care is that....

                                        I know that your best friend.<3  XxXx

Runaway Train never going back

Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go

I know what no one else knows

Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

And everything is cut and dry,
Day and night, earth and sky,
Somehow I just don't believe it

Runaway train, never going back
Runaway on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
A little out of touch, a little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain

Runaway train, never going back
Runaway on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Runaway train, never coming back
Runaway train, tearing up the tracks
Runaway train, burning in my veins
I run away but it always seems the same

SKATEBORADING HAIRR !!!!!!!!!!!! im after you,......

I am after your skateboard and your hair XD don't get me wrong but its just that awesome !!!! i would just take it now if i knew where you where XDD but you like me for my weirdness and you love the fact a gave that cunt a headlock but the sad thing was no one filmed it and you was :( LOOOL you make me laugh, and i only met you a few days ago XD :P 
                Hope that we stay friends For a Long Time XDDD
                  Just Kidding By The Way
                                                Don't Get to creeped out by meeee XDDD

COOKING.... XP

KATTTTTTTTTTTTT!! 

I did tell I was gonna do it so here it is 

!!!

YES the cakes/cookies/good funny time/SHOPPING/ time we had was LOL! hope we can do it again XD

RANDOM chats x

I love my friends and all the people i know, there just that amazing funny how they all some how mange to understand me or my randomness in a way just like last night i was having a conversation with a mate and i said 'Apples are still fit, and your best friend is still gonna eat me' i wasn't joking his friend is scary and he is gonna eat me! and Apples are fit. COME ON the Apple laptops and a apple it self AMAZING (the red ones) :L ^.^

Someones home

My rabbit (Daisy) gave birth to 4 baby rabbits a few weeks ago and i just saw them :P CAN THEY GET ANY SMALLER?? !!! but they are so dam cute 2 back and white 1 Jet black and there other 1 is a creamy colour :P but they are CUTE! i will upload the pics as soon as i can :) I cant wait until they start running around :P