There where those times when i used to only think about you,
Smile when i heard your name,
See you and remember the image you stuck in my head,
That one smile from the first day we met.
Think only about you, as you let me beilive there would be more then this,
Or i just had hope for us to be.......
But now that you changed makes me laugh, you knew and you didn't care or say anything in return. How dose this effect me in anyway? I don't know but I just think its funny. The way we used to talk and now I cant even look at you if I do see you, trust me it wont be the same eyes anymore. I'm just not the same. I cant even look at the sky without it reminding me off you : / Gosh how I ask myself why did I fall for you and why didn't i listen to my head? when i knew things like this would change, but I never saw this one coming, lately things have been creeping me out and I never thought of you until now, tears? thank god I never had any cause of you. broken heart? you never did it I did because may I say this I don't believe in love but yes I do think I had more then a crush on you. But HONEY, things have changed we may not look at each other the same way, never talk any more. Wow and thinking of this why did I like you? I feel like I hardly know you anymore or did I never know you in between the lines anyway. For this I'm thankful for what I have and what I have lost and things will never be the same trust me ;)
Lost: Anything I ever had for you and any hope for you.
Anyway I'm thankful, for what you put me though, and what I have gained.
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